Monday, July 1, 2013

Come Be My Music

I want you to take me away!  I want to go on a permanent vacation with you wrapped up in my arms!  Wrapped up in my love and protection.  I want to build a life worthy of story books passed down from generations to generations for eternity.  I want to give you all the riches that I have to offer.  My riches do not consist of millions of dollars, but my richness is full of love, living according to My Divine Creator, laughter and lessons that I have taken care to learn, where as others would ignore.  I want to give you my attention, and be happy to see you daily.  I want to wake up daily to your smiles, your voice, you aging gracefully, you walking into your royalty, spoiling you, cherishing you, and being the man of your dreams.  However, at the end of the day.......right now.....you are not here and I am not there.........Still just a dream.

I want you to be My Music and I would dedicate this song to you - EVERY DAY

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wi8MafZpWGk

Sunday, June 30, 2013

The Awakening

An angel woke me up in your bed today. I lay awake beside you, holding you, as the 6am Sun peeks through the windows. I can't help but take this moment and thank God above for this vision as I trace your silhouette's each curve with my finger tips. You sleep ever so sweetly and rest gently against my chest as I realize....i could get used to this and be grateful for this moment everyday......then I sit up -somehow- in my bed, realizing ......it was all a dream.

KG The Dreamer

Friday, June 21, 2013

Peace,

Recently, I have been evaluating and RE-evaluating many aspects of my life, Spirituality, and Relationships.  In this process I have been observing many things, loved ones, friends, and relatives.  I have taken walks and meditation time to try and find what it is that has been causing a huge difference in my life.  As I began to study and observe more and more, I decided, for the moment, that I would focus on relationships and technology.

As technology progresses, it seems that the human race falls further behind.  The ability to think critically has almost been given - completely - to technology.  If you compare the older generations to the younger one, you will see that the ability to think and reason is different.  As the youth needs to state "I can't find it" the elders tend to offer suggestions of places to look that seem logical to them.  That may be a stretch but the gist of it all is this:  GPS decreases the ability to find things on your own and follow directions and recall things, mobile phones have reduced the amount of items you need to remember when going to the grocery store for someone because you can just call and ask "what was it that you needed?"

I took a look at a few of my relationships and realized that as time grew on, my relationships grew more and more intrusive and bothersome.  A normal day was talking at home, texting all day at work, hanging out afterwork, and then more texting.  Never - really - alllowing a separation from each other.  I remember when texting and mobile phones didn't exist so strongly.  There were only a few that had them, and they were considered the upper echelon.  Long story made short, we had to communicate effectively with anyone we talked to and had to either wait until we saw them again or made it home to make the phone call to talk.

Now, we talk to everyone at any given time of any given moment.  Thus, leaving no time to miss anyone, because you are always connected. Facebook, facebook application, twitter, e-mail to smart phones, texting, BBM, Google talk, Push-to-talk, Voxer, Instagram, Tango, facetime, and a host of others makes it almost impossible to lose contact with anyone.  If absence, indeed, makes the heart grow fonder.....there is no such thing as absence anymore. 

Well, I want that old thing back!  That kind of love that is okay to be apart from for a few minutes and be happy to see each other.  The trust factor that has been lost!

Divine Blessings,

KG

Wednesday, December 28, 2011

Focused On the Wrong Things!

Grown (by age)?  Have children?  Still focused on yourself while your children fail school but excel in sports?  What good is a sports attempt if No Pass No Play is in affect? COME ON SUN!  E-V-O-L-V-E!  It's NOT about you right now...I'm sorry....but it's the sad truth!

Yes Sir.....Yes Ma'am....I'm talking to and about you!  STOP hanging out in the clubs and try hanging out in a library!  Get out of the mall and pay for a tutor!  Be a father/mother/parent/guardian to your child!  We all can STILL reach our dreams, but your child/children should come first!  I would rather live like a pauper (I'm not, but I would)  and my seeds become successful, than to live super rich (or trying to be) and my children fail at life!

God I am so grateful for 3 brilliant, beautiful, and successful daughters!  Thank you for my children and all the lessons I've learn that I may help them avoid!  My children KNOW that they do not have to have a basketball, volleyball, soccer ball, or anything else to do with sports to have a wonderful future!  They are not angels all the time, but they are my children and have great moral values. They may stray for a brief moment, but true grounding brings them back to square one and they regroup while moving forward.

I'm grateful that I set my selfish ways aside in order that they might succeed, and my life is now a living example of how to be and even how not to be!

Please people......STEP YOUR GAME UP!  It isn't all about you if you have children!
Men stop flashing your cash, and women stop showing your @#$! be a parent!  that's how you leave a life long impression on your children!


Peace Love and Light

KG

this stems from a conversation and something I witnessed as well.....SMH!

Thursday, October 6, 2011

Timing

Our timetables quite often do not match with God's timetables, it’s common for people to feel that life is progressing too slowly or not how they feel it should. However, being wise enough to know that you are exactly where you're supposed to be is regal.Stop stressing over it.....and live in the moment!

Sunday, October 2, 2011

My Turn: Come With Me or Not!

As I sit back and reflect on my life, I began to see how much I have neglected my self.  I have never really been a stingy person, and as a matter of fact, i have put myself on hold a LOT more than I should have.  From relationships to parenting.  I have been letting things go for the sake of other's happiness. 

The more I looked at it, the more I realized that I have been working super hard since I graduated high school almost 20 years ago.  I had a child right afterwards and the only thing I knew at the time was to work to make sure that little girl was taken care of.  Two more children came after her, and since I was not with the mothers, then child support was increased to a level that made it hard to do much of anything financially.  The only thing I knew to do was to increase my income "Just to get by."  I began working two jobs and have many side things going on as well, to make a living.  Thus, making it increasingly more difficult to "have things" and it got to the point that going to college was looking impossible too.  However, I began to nickel and dime my way through to the 62 hours I currently have.  I may have a long way to go to my degree, but, I press forward.  With all of this going on, I still neglected things from my clothing to my health.  My rationalization was simply; As long as they are taken care of, then I am secondary. 
Well, I am at a point (past the mid-life crisis....i KNOW who I am so there is NO crisis) where I have a chance to get some of the things I have been wanting.  I have friends with motorcycles that I have been talking about traveling with to different places as get-a-ways.  I have wanted a bike since I was in high school, but never was able to get one for one reason or another (I always made excuses as to why i shouldn't get one). 

Traveling is something else I have ALWAYS done, until recent....So, this is part two of the new me.  I have places I want to see and experience, and it is for no other reason than to make ME happy with my accomplishments.  So now I turn my focus inward a bit.  Is that wrong?  I think not.  Many people live their lives well into their late 20's to early 30's doing childish things and neglecting their own children's needs.  I made a pact with myself and god that i was gong to take care of mine!  I did it, and continue to do so.  However, this time around, I am adding myself into the mix!  I have never been a boring or predictable person, but I see a point where my life was predictable....sleep, work, volunteer, work some more, sleep, then repeat -  was the way I lived up until this point!

Transformation is a good thing.  It has a way of making one's spirit soar!  So from a few material things to traveling to spiritual places and places of interest.....I am all in!  Why????  Because i deserve it!  Still doing it with wise decision making and not causing any injury to my family!  Keeping up with the Jonses is and will never be a desire of mine!  However, making myself happy by doing what I dreamed of and desired.......That is a healthy and important state of mind to be in!  I could care less about being flashy and impressing others with my style of dress, etc...i went through that weak moment in my life where I was felt inferior by others......not now!  I am loving me and who i am!  Added that, when the situation calls for it....I can clean up as well as anyone...lol! 

Hi...My name is M. Kevin Green and I am finally doing me!  There will be many that have negative words to say about it because they never took the time to understand me or hear my life story....but Blessings is the only thing I can ask over their souls....I say to them...Find your own happiness within yourself and stop trying to please others as a front and cover up of the real truth!  

Peace Love and Light
KG - The Lion

Friday, September 30, 2011

Revelations

And Suddenly things become clearer!  It pays to have good people in your life and not the kind that will allow you to do damage to your SELF!  I stopped talking so much about the negative things I was dealing with and started focusing on the good things that were happening, and are going to happen!  With that in mind...I can not lose!  the concept is old and it is really nothing new, but it is about when you finally decide to pay attention to the light bulb that has been flashing off and on in your head! 

I had to drop another line of gratitude for what's going down!  Thank you Divine Father for all that You continue to do in my life!  Thank you for your many blessings and for covering me and my family through everything!  I am eternally grateful and will spend my life focused on giving back and sharing the gifts you have bestowed upon me.  They may never be as much as you have doe for me, but hopefully they will bless someone and help turn on the light bulbs in their heads!  There are some things that are still a little foggy right now, but I will say that things are getting clearer the more I search for understanding!  Thank you for all you have done for me and my family  and we will forever be mindful and grateful.....


Peace, Love and Light (For real)
KGrrrrrr